i got excited.
shit.
Why must she be so goddamn gorgeous?
I have never been this scared nor nervous in my life. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. Fuck everything.
Isn’t Tusia a pansy?
I really don’t understand anymore. Attention is a very funny thing and your perception of it is altered heavily by your mindset. I’m not asking for much. I just want to be happy but the path to this end seems to keep blurring as I walk down it.
A road diverges in the wood
A million different times.
I stay the course of the center one.
It seems to have no end.
I walk down another instead.
But its akin to the past one.
Capillaries in bloodshot eyes,
I am lost once more.
Kat: I hate the way you talk to me and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick. It even makes me rhyme. I hate it… I hate the way you’re always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh; Even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around. And the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you; Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.