I really don’t understand anymore. Attention is a very funny thing and your perception of it is altered heavily by your mindset. I’m not asking for much. I just want to be happy but the path to this end seems to keep blurring as I walk down it.

A road diverges in the wood
A million different times.
I stay the course of the center one.
It seems to have no end.
I walk down another instead.
But its akin to the past one.
Capillaries in bloodshot eyes,
I am lost once more.